broken..... fighting for composure..... terrified..... but mostly just broken

Questions are an avalanche. I feel like the second that I am forced into asking one question, the whole mountain slides down on me. I hate that I wrote about security two days ago. Nothing is certain at this point. broken... I feel even worse in the limbo that I am in than if it were over.

I shouldn't have just looked at that picture.

I refuse to give up, but somehow... the decision is no longer in my hands. I am placed at the mercy of the court. I am not guilty. Innocent. There aren't even any charges brought against me.

May the verdict come swiftly.