There are these times when I wish I could turn off my mind for a while... stop thinking.
When everything seems to remind me of one certain thing, and nothing clears my head of it. I guess tonight is just one of those times.

I went in not knowing how to feel, and hence not knowing what to think. I went in with, as is my want, so many questions with so few answers. I had told myself that the point in the questions was the asking.... such a pleasant lie.
The good news is that some of the questions have been answered; or at least the old feigning of ignorance no longer works. The bad news is that now the rest of the questions, the unanswered ones now become important.

And I can't stop thinking about it.
This isn't something that I can reason through, I know that this isn't something that I can reason through. I keep thinking about it, though. The movie we watched tonight.... The song on the radio... The conversation Jonathan and I had...

I was once told that love is where all things; every second with every sense; reminds us of that which we love.
I guess that's another answer, then, if all this reminds me so much... If only it were the right question.